Freedom is my religion

I'M A SIMPLE GURL WITH SIMPLE DREAMS. IN MY SIMPLICITY MY WORKS ARE CREATED. & IN MY SIMPLICITY, DO NOT TAKE FROM ME WHAT ISN'T YOURS. ASK, A SIMPLE MIND (USUALLY) OBLIGES.

Disclaimer: All entries are solely based on the imagination, thoughts & reflection of the writer. Any resemblance to persons alive, dead, or anywhere in between is purely a guilt trip, & a coincidence.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Greying oh gosh!

If u were to ask me how it feels like to be twenty, I’ll say it’s pretty freaky.

It’s freaky to be able to relate stories beginning the sentence with ”ten years ago, I…”; It’s freaky to realize that my 1st day in Hai Sing High was 7 years ago though it feels just like yesterday; It’s freaky to realize that I can no longer insist that I’m nineteen years old with my often used no-lor-I-haven’t-lived-on-this-planet-for-a-full-twenty-years-yet-so-I’m-still-nineteen excuse (though everyone knows that I should rightfully be twenty by 2005 since I’m a 1985 baby *pooh*).
Sigh. Goodbye teenage hood, goodbye!

Time to start insisting that I’m not yet 21 come 2006 =P

Time used to be some insignificant element in my life I thought could afford to waste away. It's something I thought I could just let go & prolly wind back to relive it whenever I wanted to. The fact that there’s no way to bring back lost time has never hit me in my teenage years…

Will I miss my sec sch mates?
No prob man, just ring them up & soon will a gathering come.
Will I miss Heather & Ning?
Sms them & jio them out for dinner during the week ends.
Simple what. No need to worry about the future la.

Everything could still be relived as long as I want to what. What’s up with the uber grown-up theory that we should cherish every moment? What’s up with trying so hard to make each day a fulfilling one when I couldn’t even wait to pass my days quickly?
Quit calling me a kiddo man I’m already 13!
Gosh how I wish I’m 20 now!
I want to grow up!
NOW!


That was 7 years ago.
Now that I’m finally 20 for real, everything seems to hit me with a vast difference. Not everything can be done as & when I like it & how I wanted it to be.

Yep I know could always organize a gathering anytime but there’s no way we could relive the havoc fun of the classroom days. I can get Heather & Ning out for dinner but we’ll no longer be in our turquoise uniform smelling of perspiration from morning PE lessons.
It’s different, it just is.

The fact is proven, there’s nothing we can do about lost times, but perhaps I am a lucky bunny to be blessed with incredible people around me in both my sec & TP days. At least, I dare say I’ve lead a very fulfilling 20years & there’s still great memories I can enjoy again & again =) Hmm, I love my life!

Here I wanna thank all lovely people around me who wished me happy birthday on December 7. Never think that it’s a just small insignificant gesture cus truly, it makes my day =) Thanks thanks thanks thanks. A hundred thanks!

Last but not the least, an ENORMOUS hug for the Sunday gurls & the Swordies for holding a smashing birthday celebration for me.

Love u gurls!


Waiting for the last set of pictures from Little miss Aimin before posting them here with the rest I’ve got now. Pictures galore next entry. Look out =)

Adieu for now